Green has been suspended four times since March.

Greens stats may not be gaudy, but he is the straw that stirs the franchises very in-demand drink.

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Ive heard a great deal of what everyone has said.

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And normally I would say, F you.’

Green said today toward the beginning of a 50-minute episode of his podcast,The Draymond Green Show.

But this time I decided to listen, said Green.

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And what he heard, he said, was an opportunity for growth.

I failed miserably, Green said.

He likened his Ill show you mentality to that of a 15-year-old.

Ive realized that the responsibility is much greater.

The responsibility thats been placed on me…Ive handled it miserably.

Green spoke of a visit from his coach Steve Kerr after the suspension.

Green said was listened to all the chatter of he needs help, and felt defiant.

What I realized is: Youre heading back down the same path.

That decision, he said, was to be a champion of change.

That means accepting that theres a place for growth.

That means accepting that you f***ed up and youre wrong.

Green will likely return over the weekend when the Warriors are on the road in Chicago and Milwaukee.

Greens suspension without pay cost him $1.84 million.