Fantasia Barrinois opening up about the challenges she faced following her win onAmerican Idol.

It wasnt easy, Barrino toldPeoplein an interview.

I lost a lot.

Fantasia Barrino

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Barrino took first place onAmerican Idolin 2004.

Barrino also survived an overdose of aspirin and sleeping aids in 2010.

It took me a long time to figure that out, she said.

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Barrino continued, I didnt know anything about contracts.

I just trusted and believed everybody that came into my life.

Reflecting on her lifes journey, Barrino says those struggles were necessary, adding, Im grateful for it.

If I did not go through that, I wouldnt be the woman that I am today.