Things get a little fuzzy for me, the director toldVanity Fairon the fatal shooting day.
The noise was much louder.
It felt like a horse kicked me in the shoulder or someone hit me with a bat.

Memorial for Halyna HutchinsMyung J. Chun / Getty Images
My initial thought was that I was very angry.
I was furious at that moment.
It felt like it just all happened so quickly.

I dont mean that it put my career in ruins.
I mean, internally, the person I was just went away.
I had hoped it was a bad dream.
It was just the beginning of the aftermath, and the beginning of a lot of grief for everybody.
I was trying to pick up the pieces, such as they can be picked up.
There was still so much disbelief.
Baldwins involuntary manslaughter trial was thrown out last month due to the mishandling of evidence.
Armorer Hannah Gutierrez-Reed is currently serving an 18-month prison sentence for involuntary manslaughter.
I knew that the movie being finished would financially benefit Halynas family, which is very important to me.
And I know this can sound trite for people who arent creative, but her last work matters.
People seeing her last work matters.
That was the tipping point for me in the decision, he said.
She would push for my final work to be seen.
Its also important to Matt.