Rachel Leviss, formerly known toVanderpump Rulesviewers as Raquel, is speaking out for the first time following Scandoval.
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She continued, And I feel like Ive been portrayed as the ultimate villain.
My mistakes, that Ive made on camera, live on forever.

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So, I almost went back just because of that.
The cable online grid hasnt confirmed the official cast for the new season.
So, that already set me up to want to perform well going into Season 10.

I was not thinking long-term.
I was completely wrapped up in heartbreak and wanting to get certain needs met, she added.
She continued, When I was filming, I was drinking a lot to ease that anxiety.
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